Move 2.
November 1986
Kathleen-
What right have you to lecture me. You do not understand at all. You're a fine scholar in the inactive arts, Shite, no arts are active, or even useful. So your studies have been successful, two books on Coleridge (and you say I've a demented mind). What in the hell good has literary criticism done the world? You have no right. You stand around with your colleagues inventing an arena for your own useless and selfish scholasticism. Inventing a job that has no need, no use in this world.
What I found on S. Ronaldsay is something that will change the world forever, will help real people, do real things. Damn it Kathy, if you had of seen it, that old house, that basement, untouched for centuries, and what was within. For the last twelve years I have been working it out, putting it together and it makes sense. It's all there in Vasbinder; ironic that his criticisms, perhaps the only useful ones on the text, are not half minded by your shite colleagues. It has taken a long time, Erasmus, Priestly, Davy, all Newtonian, all correct, all proved by these papers, that island and that book.
You underestimate the psychology of the good doctor. His fault was his own, so many understand this why won't you? The Faustian warnings you speak of are stock material for what underlies the real meaning of that novel. The monster was no more a monster than any human, breathing, living thing would be under the circumstances. I have found much in the study of this book; I had to know before I began. Create a being and do not love it? Create something, anything, a picture, a child, a book even and do not love it, no, hate it, abhor it, and yes you will create a monster, of both yourself and your unnatural progeny, what you set in motion and despise! The creator and the created are always two sides of the same coin, one side can not deny the other! The creation is beauty, the beautiful from the mind of the creator, nature is but a scape of scattered parts which it is our job, our duty to form and link into the great, the Beautiful, the Useful!
I have had difficulties till now, but after reviewing the work of Willadsen, (oh if he but knew how close he was) I shall continue unhindered; for I alone have the key that all of them have missed since the early work in the 50's. I continue to work hard in this bonny city. I have made many friends, none of them know. Friends around the text, that bewitching text. There is something more to it than a fragile girl and a nightmare I tell you, the story is not her own, I have the proof of that to be sure. The book reads like an incantation, I can almost recite it now. It has ruined many more lives than those within it, I wonder, how many. Last week, I was shown some papers by a dear friend who has helped me in my study of the novel. They are the private papers of T. P. Cook, poor bastard, once he took on the monster the monster overtook him. He never lost those thin black lips, they say he never was the same. And when I read his own papers, I knew the man was mad. Not many knew of the extreme laudanum addiction, the madness, it is clear in his papers that by the end of August 1823, he actually thought he was both Frankenstein and monster. He became violent, seperated from all his family and friends and collapsed shortly there after. Poor man. This is my point, we must not fear what we create, Cook came to see the monster as "wretch" something "grotesque", it over took him. Such are the mind's of men. If he could only have found himself in his creation, in being the monster...well...his folly is the real warning, not Faust's. One thing is clear, we must create we must unravel this disjointed universe around us and believe in our position as human beings to control the shapes we draw out of the world. Even you scholars do that.
I will write to you again soon, but damn women, stop your chiding. You are, as always, my friend.
-I.